Dear God....

My heart is breaking. I am ashamed of myself. Ashamed that my faith in your tender mercies is so fragile that a few months of unanswered prayer makes me wonder if you even hear me much less care. Hope is so easy when things are resolved quickly. Lord please restore my hope. Hear my cries for mercy. Break my heart again and again until I trust you to heal me once more. Draw me close. I miss you.